-I don't remember PCP but I liked it.
-My sexuality seems to have stopped evolving, for the moment. I feel very comfortable coming off as a dyke/lesbian, and then being attracted to boys when it amuses me and they are the right queer sort. I think I'm sexually attracted to guys and girls, but only romantically attracted to girls.
-Therapy seems okay. It is less terrifying a prospect now.
-Aaron Amram is a gift. Spending time with him is a gift, writing him e-mails is a gift. He is a beautiful thing that I get to have in my life.
-My sexuality seems to have stopped evolving, for the moment. I feel very comfortable coming off as a dyke/lesbian, and then being attracted to boys when it amuses me and they are the right queer sort. I think I'm sexually attracted to guys and girls, but only romantically attracted to girls.
-Therapy seems okay. It is less terrifying a prospect now.
-Aaron Amram is a gift. Spending time with him is a gift, writing him e-mails is a gift. He is a beautiful thing that I get to have in my life.
-I'm happy. Thursday night was a brief descent into unhappiness again since PCP, but I'm back.
I don't want to hang out with Scarlett anymore. I love people here and I want to get to know them. I want to be free to be happy and have many, many friends that I love.
Thanks, god.
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