enough was enough

I'm genuinely worried after last night that there's no one left on campus that I'm attracted to and intrigued by, that gives me butterflies.

So much mystery gone, in one night! So many people I lusted over kissing that I'm done with now! I'm truly kind of disappointed to feel that so many people I was interested in have lost their allure.

strange. sad. will it be like this, when he comes back? I want hopeless crushes and intense, nerve-wracking infatuation.