list list

things on my plate/things I want on my plate

-rugby
-creative writing
-queery
-Linear Algebra TA

BEFORE YEAR IS OUT,
meet with Kim Newsome and discuss possibilities for interning at GDC again next semester

rugby

My body is singing. This is what it was made to do.

cuddle puddle

 -I don't remember PCP but I liked it.
-My sexuality seems to have stopped evolving, for the moment. I feel very comfortable coming off as a dyke/lesbian, and then being attracted to boys when it amuses me and they are the right queer sort. I think I'm sexually attracted to guys and girls, but only romantically attracted to girls.
-Therapy seems okay. It is less terrifying a prospect now.
-Aaron Amram is a gift. Spending time with him is a gift, writing him e-mails is a gift. He is a beautiful thing that I get to have in my life.

-I'm happy. Thursday night was a brief descent into unhappiness again since PCP, but I'm back.
I don't want to hang out with Scarlett anymore. I love people here and I want to get to know them. I want to be free to be happy and have many, many friends that I love.

Thanks, god.

good news

Tym will live with me thanks god thanks god!

god that was strange, to see you again

If you were happy and I could be with you, I don't think anything could make me happier.

For Becky

For Becky

I will keep this grief just under my skin
Close by the blood that you pulse within.

hey.

hey, you.

do you see god in everyone? do you treat them in a way that reflects that?

you just lost a friendship with someone you loved, admired, and respected. did you answer god in her? did you treat her in a loving and careful way?

will you do this in the future, for every person you come across?

that's all I want from you.